21 yrs old. issues.depression.anxiety.ed this blog is triggeringSW: 137GW1:130GW2:125GW3:120GW4:115GW5:110feed my eyes, can you sew them shut. oh jesus christ deny your maker. feed my eyes, now you’ve sewn them shut. 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00:49:30 -0500<p>sorry for the hiatus. everything spun out of control again. not just my weight its everything in life and for the past nearly year i have been trying to restrict trying so hard but my self control is literally nowhere to be found and im here to get it back. i know this is bad. i dont fucking care. its the only control ill have.</p> <p>its sick to me that gaining 7 lbs is out of control. but whatever. it is.</p> <p>in case you were wondering, i lost everything last year. my boyfriend, friends, all except for a few people and it was very very difficult but i do not regret a thing. i have never been more comfortable knowing that the people in my life right now are the people who will be here forever. and at least thats real.</p> <p>i also got myself into an abusive relationship which was and continues to be absolutely terrifying, even though i am now out of it but it still haunts me and fucks with my head.</p> <p>and to further complicate my life, i fell in love with one of my best friends at school. who has a girlfriend. of nearly four years. and he fell for me too. and we fucked around a lot last semester and he was seriously considering leaving her for me, but we all know how these things work out. right now were back to being &#8220;just friends,&#8221; but him and i both know thats not how it is, how we want it to be. i think i still love him and it is absolute torture to see her so happy with him, knowing all i know, all we did.</p> <p>out of control. i got myself into every single mess. my life is out of control.</p> <p>im doing this so i know i&#8217;ll be skinnier than her, at least i&#8217;ve got that. doing this to prove everyone wrong. doing this to self destruct, because it feels good in a sick and twisted sadistic way. but mainly, im doing this for the fucking control. its all ive got.</p> <p>im back.</p>http://skinny-grunge.tumblr.com/post/42907094759http://skinny-grunge.tumblr.com/post/42907094759Tue, 12 Feb 2013 00:41:50 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